I've always been told that these are the times of my life and that I should cherish them because it'll all go by so fast... What I didn't think I'd realize is that it is going by too fast.
This time last year I was practically engaged and ready to start the rest of my life. Now, here I am wondering if I ever want that sort of commitment. Not because I'm scarred by lost love but because love is something that I've seen come and go too many times.
I look back at old pictures and notes from just months ago and can't believe I said the things I said, or even felt the things I felt. I feel like some of the things that have come and gone are just apart of some dream I had.
Through it all though I feel like I'm becoming a stronger person. I feel that since I've watched things fly by that I should slow things down, cherish the moments when I'm laughing with my friends or cuddling on the couch with someone I care about. I know all of those things can be gone in an instant, no matter how many promises are made.
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